im tired im tired im tired im tired. feels like my body are falling apart..

Once i thought hey! holidays = relax, nothing to do . but i dont think so when thinking about my wants. Its been a long time, last ive went for trips like a real vacation.. Yet to think about schooling stuff, needs. i dont know if im able to take it all. Though how busy i am , I'm glad that i really tried my best managing my time. Apart from 2 jobs im able to spend time with family,bf and friends eventhough it might seems minimal but hey i did my best. i know I'm saying this just to make me feel better. I've been pissing off so frequently, ive got to be positive now. Its not easy as you think. I dont know why sometimes randomly that im pretty lucky now at my position. Thinking about working moms.. how do they handle their time. work, kids,husbands,parents, in laws. house. gathering or events . friends... A friend of mine only have a job to handle and she felt like she doesnt have time for herself which is equally being said no life. Cause nothing happens. Just like a dejavu kept repeating. So what abt working moms ? i guess it has been answered. ...hahaha.