Crazy Love ❤



Sunday, December 27, 2009 | 10:01 PM | 0 butterflies
Happy 8th birthday Aafiyah! We will watch alvin and the chipmunk soon when your back from HK alright . lovelovelove.
Saturday, December 26, 2009 | 8:54 PM | 0 butterflies
What amazes me is that before we can count we are taught to be grateful for others do. As we are broken open our experience, we begin to be grateful for what it is, and if we live long enough and authentically enough, gratitude becomes a way of life.
Friday, December 25, 2009 | 11:15 PM | 0 butterflies



Had a small reunion with my close frens from primary school! Cant imagine we could still keep intouch. its been 2yrs we've last seen each other. So had a little sleepover event at my place after work. We've been talking non-stop till midnight. haha. Azyan cuzz just arrive sg at 2am , so the house was like day time with the talks and all .We plan not to sleep since Amirah had to go off at 6am sadly. So its just me and julee. But all of us tertido in the end. haha. The day time we cammed nonstop like mad women while waiting for my lover to fetch me out.. all photos in her FB. I cant wait for the upcoming plans. . . what will be ?
Out with bf by train we met a lady. A lady who we gave the sit for suddenly told us to choose a handcraft made card in the container fill with colours. Each card has a written quote abt us . So mine was " your open heart provides accommodation to those needing peace, refuge to those needing mercy & inspiration to those needing courage " Bf says its true . -_- Then bf get to pick too . And his was " you use every mistake you make as a lesson in unconditional love " I think both is partly true cause both applys in our life. bf gave me unconditional love despite what we went through . But oh well , what love abt today is that we had fun the whole day. He bought me yellow shoes and we watched sherlock holmes + strawberry yougurt juice together. I want another this again. hehe.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 | 11:49 PM | 0 butterflies





Day out just the two of us. Shamira and i. We are neighbours but we rarely seen each other. Just recently we keep intouch. So much memories while we were young, being naughty to fly like a wonderwomen from my playground down to the floor. Climbing window was part of my game. *giggled . So, went to work, i invited her. Ms constance was being nice that she had mini makeup demo on her. Giving pieces of sample for Shamira to bring home. She was so into it and i saw that delighted face of hers.It feels great to have someone smiling .
Im so into mary kay skincare and make ups now. I saw so much diff of me, mom and my sister between months . my close frens who met me last 6mth and this mth saw the diff LIVE. its been radiant and not pale like zombi anymore! yey! My last sis,maya has been using my skincare regime , from a pimple tan face to flawless tan face. Thats because ive added mask in my regime. Giving deep cleansing and exfoliating. ITs very good to those have pimples and white heads. Those who wants to achieve nice skin need to bring out more bucks,its pretty true right? . Better than you go for some centre which one visit will cost you a big bomb while the products you can use everyday which last for 2-3 months cost lesser than it .
Do you believe of achieving nice skin with just cleanser ??? you make me laugh . Sometimes not because of the product but your body too. The inner part. Thats why i've been drinking lotsa plain water everyday without fail, you need to cool it. Hot inner body can also cause pimples. I even had those moments. What if you have pimples near you scalp? Means your scalp is oily. Evnthough you tie your hair up, it can be that way as your scalp its oily and light = dirt .
Ohmy i'll be blabbering nonstop if i continue. contact me if you wanna know more alright .
Anyway the mk make up colours are so nice too .from the range of eyecolor,eyeliner to lip gloss, lipstick . what more it has lip mask that you hardly find anywhere . their tinted lipbalm even has spf . it gives me sooo much secure of using it . now im trying out the eye products. one by one . im trying to get rid of my dark eye circles. lets see if it helps in next few mth.
❤ ")
Saturday, December 19, 2009 | 11:03 PM | 0 butterflies
It was raining this morning. With the dense cloud cover, everything in the house was a little darker than normal when I got up to get ready for work. I pulled out a new pair of black and white tweed pants to wear, with a white jacket and my black shoe. I thought it was the perfect outfit for a cold and rainy day.As I do each morning, I took a last minute glance in the bedroom mirror to make certain that everything was in its place before I walked out the door for my morning commute.

As I was riding in the bus, outside in the daylight, suddenly the black and white tweed pants began to mysteriously change to brown and white. How could that be? I tried to remember back to when I purchased the pants, wondering if I had intended to buy black and white or brown and white. What color did I think I was buying? I couldn't remember, but unconciously this morning, they were definitely black and white.As I continued the journey, I had convinved myself that it was simply a reflection of the tan interior in the bus that was casting the brown color on my black and white tweed pants.Still, I wasn't completely sure.

When I arrived at the Interchange, I went straight to the ladies room to settle the matter once and for all, only to find out that my black and white tweed pants had a brown zipper and brown lining! Alas, yes, I fear I have gone out in public today wearing a white jacket, black shoe and brown and white tweed pants.

So here's what it made me think about. Just as my pants looked diffferent in different lighting conditions, so do our behaviors and the things that happen to us in life. Context is a huge factor in how we perceive things, and how others perceive our words and actions. What seems right in one situation might turn out badly in a different situation. Always be considerate of the context. Take the time to look around, and think about what is going on, before you act.

P.S. I was very tempted to wait until tomorrow to post this blog, thinking the fewer people that saw me today the better.I'm not a celebrity, so the chances of my error in judgment winding up in the tabloids is slim to none, but I've seen too many examples recently that prove if you don't fess up, someone else will do it for you and then you have a lot of explaining to do. So, I decided to go ahead and face it. Not to mention the fact that it gave me a great analogy to talk about the importance of context.
❤ phew!
Thursday, December 17, 2009 | 10:40 PM | 0 butterflies

"Over statisfied" says my tummy. Thanks for the treat to hei sushi :). Now i'm full asthough its gg to explode.Anyway, I've got a huge plan coming up. Guess those who know it will be excited as me. I'll be hoping to have a preview collection of skincare,makeup,accesories,clothes to anything that will be decided on later. So do check on the days later, alright ladies ! Bellbellybelbellybellbelly~ hee . hee . hee .
❤ behind the scene
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 | 4:40 PM | 0 butterflies
Even on runway they use Mary kay :)

❤ face the reality
Monday, December 14, 2009 | 11:58 AM | 0 butterflies
If money is your hope for independence you will never have it. The only real security that a man will have in this world is a reserve of knowledge, experience, and ability.
❤ collections
Sunday, December 13, 2009 | 11:04 PM | 0 butterflies



pictures via i knowhatyouwore


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❤ take a breath,take it deep
Friday, December 11, 2009 | 9:04 PM | 0 butterflies

My day was occupied with thoughts. Questions popping out randomly. My head starting to feel oppsy daisy dizzy.. What will i be if imma millionaire? How will my life flow? or what if i turn to be someone who sleeps by the streets? what if im born in less fortunate countries? or war ? what define "move on" by then? ahhh..seee..
umm, i taught of having a change in my haircolour ..what will it be? Should i ? shouldn't i ?
❤ an off day
Thursday, December 10, 2009 | 6:00 PM | 0 butterflies

Had a whole day off, free.. but then everyone's out. Parents to johor, Maya out with her bf's parents , fee having chingay prac, bf to work(overtime),aunt out ... I'm home alone. :(

Oh dear.. Anyway .. 3 meet ups yest was fantastic.
Im glad im able to meet up with my primary school mates, amirah & julee. Its been 2 yrs we've last seen. Lots of catching up to be done. We are talking abt dreams.. aiming by age of 21, we'll be in overseas having holiday of a lifetime. Lifetime ? haha. nah least i could feel the atmosphere of the plane.. My whole family had the experience except for me...but oh well..Lets just seee... hehe...
Anyway i cnt believe we are gg to the end of 2009. and End of my course davp. 2 yrs is very fast. im just waiting for results now. im excited. . :)

Since today i had ntg much, i pass msgs to my few frens of my new number. There'll be lotsa planning for meet ups during my few mth of holiday. Lets plan smtg fun! A PJ party ? ? ? Reunion dinner? Any suggestions people? :)
❤ days.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 | 11:03 PM | 0 butterflies
Mydays are getting smoothly as it goes by. i wasnt expecting anything but instead ive got more. but when i expect smtg it just fade away. Wierd But somehow its true....
I've gt a surprise from love that day to sentosa. then followed by yest a photoshoot with elly. Today a surprise from daddy :) New handphone! I would nvr expect this to happen cause ive always use second hand phone as in from my sis or dad or mom's previous phone. But this is like a dream come true. To own new phone added with line. Dad has been pestering me to change new phone since the past 3 months but today in a sudden state he bring me and my sis out and bought phone for both of us plus himself. Mom had hers last few wks. Sadly my youngest sis just lost another phone. awww, the situation looks cute though. haha. I've been mingling with my newphone since the past 3 hours. hehe. Anyway,after ive got my phone. love came asking me out for dinner with my sis fee. oooooooooo... has spegetti with chicken chop. yummm... Thanks for the treat hunns. What will be next for me tmr??

Dear friends,i'll be officially change my number on 22dec...:):):):)
❤ mariah carey
Thursday, December 3, 2009 | 3:44 PM | 0 butterflies


I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love's finally found me
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 | 12:48 AM | 0 butterflies
stroke my hair to the back and pad softly like a kitten.
Happy 2.5years anni bb.

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