❤ useless feeling
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 | 11:27 PM | 0 butterflies
Mixed feeling! i dunnoe if im happy or sad. No matter how positive they are,something will always comes to pull eu down. and thats how i feel .The happy part today eventually today i had presention for final yr project. Im so glad that actually we see each of us growing. Our comments from lecturer really inspire us to move up more. Basically the best part was " is really good for broadcasting " a comment from few lecturers. Now is over but we intend to edit much more before we proceed to converse since we had made an agreement earlier. After all the hassle we went through with so much things in our ways we still able to make it with sincerity. Everything we did by our hearts. Thats what i like about my crew. What more i heard they wanna shoot again ? that's great!!! Least i dont make a waste to leave my skills.
Exams coming on the 1st. Then i apply another part time job. wow had 3 jobs now. such a workaholic. I know im young but oh dear, i dunnoe how to have fun . i need someone to loose me up abit, i dont want my teen years go unmemorable. :(
I'm kinda feel pretty sad when actually i cant even share my happy moments with anyone other than my family. Where's all my friends ?
But least one person did ask how am i today. that makes me smile. ...
❤ contented
Sunday, November 22, 2009 | 8:17 PM | 0 butterflies
Having foods,movie and love yest:):):)Firstly im so enthusiastic in far early morning..since i knew im gg to graduate.We all wore skirts and coats. i felt so much older but so professional at the same time .hehe. Far more my classmtes are so the best eventhough everyone is 25 and above .They actually seems more into my age of characteristic so i dont feel much akward .My class consist some from china,indonesia and china and most singaporeans. Felt so hyper and hoping to see each other soon one day. WE had group hugs before leaving to left so much love to everyone to remember .i was touched. awww. ive never had a class this way... :)
Next after class, babyboo fetch me. Had foods,movie and love again . hahaha. im so contented to have so much love around me. We watched paranormal activity with the whole family at his place. the 2 babies tag along too . Danish kept telling stories abt tom and jerry through out the almost the whole movie but his younger brother,Khalish also kept talking with his baby talks . WE had so much fun . i wish to have more days like that. :)
Got home, Mom is the first one got excited and ask me so much questions abt my class. hehe.
Thanks Allah for eveything :):):)
❤ motivated
Saturday, November 21, 2009 | 8:40 PM | 0 butterflies
My head is starting to crack .But!!! im totally happy ! felt so contented, motivated, inspired ! hehe. I had an ESRS class for my beauty consultant graduation on friday and sat (today) and tada ! Ive receive my certificate already earlier.. I've never taught of achieving twice at a time doing multi tasking job at my age. My nitec is going to end soon. Diploma to be in soon :) lets pray. Never hope but its a must.hehe. I've learn to accomplish goal recently that i have to aim dates such as the months or years and its a must to go to, not just hoping but do it!
My goals are starting to appear one by one and that is so satisfying :) Next, Short-term goal 1)Getting into Diploma (full-time). 2)Least one part-time school along. 3)To go on my part-work for 2-3 yrs least. 4)And to qualified to go for University in Beauty Consultant.
My point is i do not like to waste my time. Yes i may enjoy but all has limits right? haha . Isnt it better for me to accomplish this all when i have supportive family and boyfriend before i start to have family on my own. So on, i also want the best for my future children later:) hahaha. i know ive got long wide thinking and that's me. Plus not only for my own good but others too . I want to involve as A Beauty consultant as i want to help women/ladies like me to reach their goal ,to fufil each dreams.. Achievement is to give smile to others.
"DO unto other as you would have them do unto you "
❤ :)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 | 9:00 PM | 0 butterflies
Too busy that i cant find time for myself, eventually yest i had an off day. Fetch babyboo from work then taught we will be heading back to myplace. Surprisingly he take me to downtown as he say his hungry . and i taught it would be normal fast food meals. BUT ! instead he take me to hei sushi. When we got in, we felt so clueless. I cant believe i actually step into sushi paradise. I taught it will never be enough for me to eat 'em. But oh my my, we actally ate 16 plates! just in 45mins and im totally full. Since then i guess a month i would never ask for sushi again . :)Then we walk around for window shopping. My neighbour shop was there but she wasnt in, sadly its closed. So infront of it, there's another shop. And all seems pretty and unique. It's pretty true ,as the owner say they only bring in one piece. Saw high blue boot with graphics design. So nice! So hot and Babyboo bought for my dearest yougest sister. She's loving it till she cant say a thing but just big smile . Cause her birthday had just past which she never taught of getting a pressie then. AND and ive got a pretty jacket too :) oh dear , ive told you to stop spending your money on me right.., lucky my mom doesnt know . or else . . . . . i have to clean my wardrobe again . Siigh :(
Anyway one week left to my beauty graduation course and to my final end yr project dateline and marketing stuff is still in the process. I'm getting nervous already on the presentation day for the whole class and to my client as well .I hope converse will like our MV which will be publish on their website . Then another wk will be my exam week. On a brighter note, its just a paper . So i got no worries like nlvl taughts. Plus on that day of exam will be my 30th monthsary :) excited!!!!
❤ confession
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 | 10:36 PM | 0 butterflies
Sometime words just cant describe/explain how lot you meant to me ..
But my heart just cant stop beating, for you.
But it's painful esp when we are trying to please everyone around us at a time.i'll be insane soon,PROBABLY! *vomitss*faint*
❤ random
Thursday, November 5, 2009 | 7:00 PM | 0 butterflies
it drives me crazy ..
huh? who? what ? when ? !!!
❤ qoutes in my life.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 | 11:15 PM | 0 butterflies
Life is handful of short stories,pretending to be a novel.
As a tale,so is life : not how long it is,but how good it is,is what matters.
Let your life lightly dance on the edges of time like dew on the tip of a leaf.
The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
All the blessings of my life are present in my thoughts today :)
❤ no more.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 | 6:15 PM | 0 butterflies
Ive been loving my skin now :)Tell me how i dont love them, when i dont even touch foundation for my face to get ready and its fresh as ever . teeeheee.
its been two weeks and my skin is so much better.
no more shouting from classmate to say "omg! put on some make up izah!" :)
❤ step by step
| 5:30 PM | 0 butterflies
Its pretty much amazing that i can handle alot just at a moment. Thanks mom for guiding me this way. i didnt knew much about life that i took almost every oppurtunity i had and turn to be something meaningful and will be good for the future. Such a young age to be jungling school and three jobs at a time. And im loving it though ive lost few friends back. Whats the use having them when they arent by your side when you need them. but they are there when they need you or even for their own happy life. I'm not being emo here but its been pretty much big years ive gone through without saying a word since im more into positive thinking. But once ive should said this to open some mind. im not the type to reveal bad nonsenstical stuff of a human being . everyone make mistake . you just need someone to wake eu up ."Don't try to force things that won't work out. Don't change someone or change yourself to be someone your not just to make the other party happy but not seeing yourself happy about it because gradually you will see that just someday someone else will accept you for your imperfections. What are we without imperfections in this world? Will there be anything at all to worry about or to look forward to? "
"Learn to move on and not hold back but moving on does not mean that you need to rid yourself off from a space by walking out on it because walking/running hurts when you turn around to look for one last time. Instead, sit.. and let the world go by.. Let it pass you on fast forward mode or even slow because in between all that chaos and swirls of swift movements... You'll find something yknow was always worth waiting for.Time is cruel, when you rush it.Slow down."
It doesnt apply for relationship only but its for friendships as well.
