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Baby is leaving spore tmr leaving me alone while ive got work tmr for 8 hrs. :( its okay just a day but still im feeling soo sad. leaving me a min is such a depressable feeling whatmore if its a 24hrs. . HE had to go cause his relative is having a bday celebration of their daughter. having a reunion as well . and im stuck here cause i haven done my passport , it has just expired. tsk!

AND ITS OUR 27TH mthsary tmr!

how sad that could be . he will be back on sunday.. NIGHT!. urgh.
so emotianal i could be .
anyway baby thanks for fetching me from work earlier,evnthough eu oversleep by few mins. :)

whatever it is, now i just cant wait for school . cause im excited on my project. Doing this music video process can be so intresting even without starting yet ,but just planning.
While i got triple/or triple double roles to be done.thats so yummy mmm feeling ,so intresting. cant wait for the final result which will be by nov :)
ohno, im craving for more yogurts now. Have eu ever think that some part of eur life are dejavu. Some keeps repeating but just at the diff of time,i mean days/mths or etc it could be. I do . it happens . its creeps me alot of of time.
somehow it gets irritated to get it repeat over2 and over when thats the moment eur dont want it to happen again .
sigh.

oh well today boochey send me off to school and add with some pack of food. goody . i was super early . i was in and out of class like nobody business. till then we had our project meeting. then unlucky thing happen. my tee gt caught with a patch of ink from my pen which is hanging on my lanyard. osshh what a moment. my classmate laughed at me and making a joke by everyone to do a tiedye sch tee. lucky yul was there and kindly enough to borrow me a jacky for me to cover it evnthough its hot but who cares i dont . in 5min am having class again ,to be in the cold room.
Meet boochey after school and head to tamp cause i was craving for sushi since few wks back . tada ive got it . mmm yummmm. i dont know why this 2 wk i kept having the craves for food. or else i get mad up . so suddenly boochey's mom called up . they asked us out to have dinner at arnold locate down the p.ris fish pond . it was mmm yummy . danish was there too . soo cute . right after that they send me and boochey back to my place. ahhh thats finally back! im having ache's here and there aftersince napha . everyone in sch was complainning too . haha.
baby is tired he slept at the couch . soo cute . wish he could stay longer but i have to wake him up for him to catch a bus back hoping that he wont lose the last bus. :( i miss him already.

ps: i dont wish random pple to try contact my boochey when eu gt ntg that matters him. why must it be him while eur my fren. why cnt eu ask me instead. freakopicko! phew, im soooo tired. had my second napha for this yr today. why must there be two uh? tsk. i ate dutch lady yogurt today and guess what, i fall while doing my shuttle run . and they make a joke. tsk . sedih sey . they say im skinny, telling me to eat but i wont listen and so to the result i got blown by the wind. thats what my teacher say. see how bad. running 2.4 , end of the line another penyebok teacher wants to takea picture of my sunburn,tired face .i even have frekles coming even on my hands. tsk. see how bad again, all teacher wants to bully me now. :( . some pple may think im a quietgirl , but i have limits.what they call it umm uh reserve.when i start talking im too over friendly, thats what some of my frens say .ahhh am having cramps now. ow ouch ow!

blurgh! whatever it is i want my boochey! but his sick ,resting at home :( kecian right . i wish him to get well real soon so i can see him everyday hoping ntg will block it before his busy with work next wk. i miss seeing him, i miss sitting right beside him while he touching my head and swipe it down my hair. omg im craving for him . just like i crave for sushi and yogurt :) teheeeeee
i wanna eat him up . cause i dont wanna be a twig to be blown again ! ** i had a very exciting moment these few days. Buddi and aisha solemnisation was last wk, but the wedding for pesanding is this week. i wore an old kebaya that was from boochey's mom. The event was kinda relaxing cause Budd's place was yest and today at aisha's. Yest was way grand so far ive seen for the past years . Everything was great . Fathin amira sang so beautifully. cnt wait to see her in SI cast it on air. Meet Aunty ikin( Norish Karman ). She's soooo beautiful .Omg. i spent there about 9 hours. ohh we also tried out little fun on their backgrd for their photo taken. Lotsa babies there. all so cute!! As for today , i kinda help out a little on the opening decor at aisha's place. Little only. haha. but then my babyboochey fall sick. he can hardly move and so i tok care of him the whole time. but his getting better now. :) ahh so now when's my turn ? teeheeee. kidding! i wanna study first .



Bertatang !!

Ceritaku.

It amaze me that im still standing in front of him .The guy who i never thought i would be with due to age diff. From close friendship till we cnt live without ones. The guy who i thought he could be my brother. The guy who share out almost everything. The guy who i saw in my secondary school canteen, who even fetch me eventhough his tired from work. The guy who i always find fault with. We fight , we laugh , we tear , we share .Almost everything we did which makes our personality almost the same. its been 26mth ive been with eu , its been 29 mth i know eu . Being without eu a day ,i feel so bored and empty .

Yeah, amazing truths. Maybe you’re right.WE ARE INLOVE.

C'mon meet me pretty soon boochey! cause i miss eu a big fat lot. im carving for eu like im craving for sushi :) teeheee. Looking for talents for film production(casting)

Hey there everyone,
my schoolmates and I are looking for talents for a school major production assignment and we are doing MUSIC VIDEO. NO script to be memorise just emotions.. We're looking for Ladies who are keen in acting. Food and drinks are provided for (production). Do leave me a comment or email me at honey_izah@hotmail.com would be better for more details. Its a great opportunity for those who have always wanted to act:)
Requirement: Long/medium hair length. today ive missed out seeing azyan to say farewell before she fly back to perth. kinda sad abt that . somehow think of the positive side , which makes my day brighter. esp today babyboochey fetch me from school . ive gt change and we head to bugis to get clothes himself to wear on his cousin's wedding day this weekend. ohh he had it pink. so pretty . end up he also belanja me a jumper . a denim jumper that ive wanted it for long but now then ive found my size. the petite one la of course . tsk . i dunnoe why most spore cloothes i like its either long or big size . like they doesnt want me to own it . soooooo baaaaaddddddd. i kinda feel bad because baby bought with his own hard work money which then he spent it on me . i owe eu big one darling . ummm , i love today cause he is so manje with me today . he treats me like a princess like no one does . and im missing him already . i pretty hope to see him asap . . :):):):) huggsssssss!!!!


One more day before azyan fly back to perth. and am gonaa miss eu like before. Just i hope to see smtg diff in eu the next time , okay . Well its been kinda adventure of crazy life with azyan and nadiah. each one of them are some kinda crazy but when eu join both forces it will be big .I'm sorry azyan and nadiah to not spent time with eu almost everyday,hope eu understd am schooling and working adds with projects. but least eu have each other cause both of eu are really free . . Well there's another next time right. We are the 3 in one package , right . hahahah. taaaaakkkkkkkkkknnnnnaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk. huh huh huh huh . hahhaah.
And yan!!! im sorry cnt send eu off to the airport this wed cause ive got class on eur flight timing . tsk ,,, not perfect timing . Somehow , video call with eu soon . and i know eu'll miss out all singapore fun . DOnt be jealous . LOL . :) The car will get us there so you don't have to wait,
We'll drive, not walk cus' i know that you hate,
The city when it rains, but it does it all the time,
so It don't give any time. i love your face, your hair,
Regardless of your mood, we learn to talk it over
Till' it's smooth. it bearly makes you brave but i do
It all the time and i love you cus' your mine.

So, talk to me and make me feel fine, i hope you
Can, all the time. forgive me if i'm ever on my knee,
Kiss me if your mad at mommy, love me even if i'm
A mess, take me as i am, bad or best. jonny loves jess.

There are a couple things we don't always agree
On what to watch or what were gonna eat, but i'm
Willing to change, for the sake of me and you,
Cus' i know your changing too. i try to think of
How my life would be without you, i would feel
So unhappy, cus' you balance me out, your
The minus to my plus, when its just the two of us.

So talk to me and make me feel fine, i hope you
Can, all the time. love me even if i'm a mess, take
Me as i am, bad or best, forgive me if i'm ever on
My knee, kiss me if your mad at mommy, love me
Even if i'm a mess, take me as i am bad or best,
Forgive me if i'm ever on my knee, kiss me if your
Mad at mommy. jess loves jonny.

Forgive me if i'm ever on my knee, kiss me if your
Mad at mommy, love me even if i'm a mess,
Take me as i am, bad or best. jonny loves jess. I just need something to distract my mind. Lots of things haunting my brain .Even nightmares ,bt ehh no not night its actually occur day time / so its daymares. hantu2 ini. ergghhh . So ive went out with nadiah and yan the whole day.cnt believe some approach me asking if im working as a hairdresser but nooo . mom taught me how to cut hair but it wasnt right. went to somerset .blablabla by 8 we reached back p.ris. went over nadiah's place cause her cousin's from london visiting them . ..
umm let the pictures do some talking .



At times, i think i have the every needs i want
BUT
At times,i think it is just isnt fair.

why cnt i have a memorable teen life like everyone does?
i wish life to lossen up a little bit. not to be pressured.

whatever this sentence kill me.
the only thing that makes my day smile is that i've pitch my project today at 4pm.it went pretty smooth.But the thing is that lecturer says im at the higher standard,more into artistic film.Im so please to hear that but sadly it shan't be choosen cause they afraid i cant pull the audience, its like in the dangerous zone. But im happy though. My uncle's pitch was good! its like into mtv and the making of mtv. And i so please to work with him pretty soon,if only the results is up.
another thing that makes me happy is the people i met earlier after after school.Yan and nadiah will always be there for me but they're stying in spore temporary. How will i able to live? how to survive? cause the back life isnt the same as now.
i wish life can be rewind back to march or june '07 . the happiest moment of my life and it turns me real down now.im in a shock state. its not fair.
i think you really mean3x
....................
ohh its not fair.
it really not ok 3x.

its absolute not fair, im struggling in this pre production for final project.while my cousins,sisters are having fun out outside while me in this house staring at the comp the whole day.. i cnt wait to get over and done with it. this weak is a hardcore pitching week. and im not really prepared yet. ive been changing my story like 5times for the one month. and my paperwork keep changing too. i dunnoe if i want this current story to be my final. i hope its creative enough and not letting my friends laughing at me cause i know my story is based on reality fact inspiration, and no one will have ever think of it.

my logline : its all about the lips that fit the mouth life.
what do eu think of that ?
do eu think its intresting ? do eu catch that phrase?
c'mon tell me..
Today after work ,mylove fetch me and straight off to his place. Everyone is waiting. Waiting for us to cook cause everyone is hungry . teehee . I guess by having cooking session everywk will somehow helps me alot by giving me intrest in cooking. Usually i hate cooking after this probia fire thing gg abt last few yrs back. haha well guess this might help alot. esp the future,i HOPE so . haha. so we had special white cream macaroni. The taste of our personailty doesnt run. Its still there and as well for the salad .Duh must balance our diet what . haha. so next week what dish will it be? anyone.. have an idea?
Today was fun. i had work afternoon and off mr redz and family fetch me. It was mr redz mom's bday yest and we celebrated it today . we had dinner at Zac's . It was awesome. little danish was like " ummmmm yummm sssseeeeeeeeddddaap nyyyeee" soo cute . and we watched the fire works under the rain in the van :) then off to sentec city. firstly me and mr redz accompany little danish to play his games then afterwards we join back the rest at carefour. i took care little khalish .talk to him and he ans" ehhehhehh" haha cute kan. babytalk. danish little brother. i help them push the prem. and i saw kak fifa!! and she was like ehh ngn sape nie , anak engkau ehh" i was like ehhhh takkk anak sdare. and she was like haha kiddingla. ade ade aje la . ohhh! we had gelato ! fav !! oh well that is what i call a day . now i need to get back my schwork.
tmr need to wake up early,cause azyan and nadiah sleepover at my place again and we gonna have breakfast.then afternoon to work,the evening gonna have cooking session!
goodnight pple. Had date with mr redz .met him after prayers then he blabblab abt his hair is long already la, so went cut his hair. after cut his hair he start blabblab again abt he not handsome anymore. alermak mamat ni i still love eu kay no matter what.after he get his hair done we head to siglap to fetch his mom then off to fetch little danish. . and we send them off home. WE then head to vivo to window shopping and had to aim my saving for what i like. teehee. I had my berry berry light drink. so yummy .then we head to mustafa to buy ingredients for sunday! yess most likely every sunday will be spending at baby's place for cooking session.Cant wait.ohh well Goodnight pple.
im so sorry that i had to delete some tagg off my board to avoid mess or misunderstand. im sorry and sorry again if other party got offended. But the truth is it's partly my fault too .
IM soo sorry . i just want to make this clean . After all the crossings we've been through, it's not suppose to be like this. Why? i woke up early to follow mr redz and his mom to masjid sultan for maulidul rasul it ended ard 1 and i almost fall asleep in between. teehee. then we head to his home awhile to fetch his dad and head to city plaza to get his dad a new phone. . Once done , head to mr redz place . Guess what.. me and mr redz cook a new recipe of his own . its called the meaty cheesy basket . hahaha. its under the healthy category, there's salad too. it's really satisfying that im so full still i wanna munch on it too .yummy .

Labels: balance diet.

ahhh ic , pples has been wondering whose the He ive been tallking abt. well im stilll good with my bf darlings!!! if eu look at my previous post with the ps: ive stated HAPPY 25thmonthsary . . who else do eu think i am with ...hmm oh well now its clear i hope this has make eu pple clean eur thoughts. :) thanks for eur concern anyway.

So today too much things which make me like one kalaNG KABUT NYONYA.. Meet aniqah and eza. i had a great time with this girls esp my snow white uh. can immitate ppl lak tu . so many hidden talent la she. im so jealousss. and and ade org say she MJ's sister ! suke my snow white . babyboochey came along as well . and we head for the first scene. second and last . but sadly eza cnt join the last scene but nad and yan as well as my sis,fee joined us . before the end we went to esplanade awhile , there's this hiphop thing gg on.. heading back home, guess what i caught ms aniqah reading a book with an ethusiastic face. hahahhaa.

oh well thanks ladies for today's company, it meant alot to me.
i'll pass the pictures soon okay . ttyl. xoxo.
and thanks mr redz for the assistance role :)

ahh i better off to sleep now,gotto wake up real early,nights. Yest sentosa outing. more at Redha's Facebook. i wanna go again. i want more luge!! :)

i had a super great day today.
"im aint a surfer, i aint a skater , imma luger"
get it ? hahaha.

Yesss he surprise me by gg sentosa for a date.We had splendid time. We went for images of singapore and he is so cute . we almost took everyphoto with the unalive pple. there's two chinese girls are waking by this lane then there's an automatic scary sound and they shouted, we were behind them so we are like scared . everyone behind us give us the scared face of them .Evryone were so terrified of why did the girls shout earlier . hhaha but the end its just a stick on the ground, which they think its a SNAKE .Lots of photo's we took . After this whole thing ends we head for luge ! thats when he say his a luger. ape ajeeeee..

Once we reached down the hill , we got off and walk ard. We had butter cupcorn and waffles which is one butter and another chocolate . We head down the beach and relax there awhile.
Before its getting dark we head back with skyride. Get into monorail and head to vivo. We had kfc for dinner cause He is very hungry . Its feels so nice to be right beside eu. He bought this fresh mint spray for mouth and my mouth were like sticking out for 6 sec . yess i counted,itssss so ouccchhh. and then i started talking none stop cause i think the spray mke my breath smell nice and sexxyyy. hahaha.

I really had a great time. The pictures are all with him cause he kept my camera. and now i cant wait for tmr. yess its gonna be challenging and whole big fun . my two cousin are joining as well as He , aniqah and eza. woooooo...................
better off to sleep now . else i wont able to wake up on time .
:) i was so please today .
its my last day of work this week, work has been not really busy either . HE came and watched me work . From afar , giving a flirty smile. He even wanted to sent me home , but then my dad burge in . yess dad last min call saying ' Izah , eu want me to fetch eu or not? cause im right behind ws' . i was quite down , he sees me off walking away till i get tiny and tiny and tiny and pooofff im gone away . but the thing is he got a surprise for me tmr ! That sounds cute and i cnt wait . im feeling so weak .
when i woke up everyone's gone out. sisters schooling,parents to johor,aunt working. and left me all alolne. i feel so unmotivated to continue a day but have work later. With my first day im having ,today i feel everything's is not at the right place. i feel so grumpy , moody like errghhhhhhhhhhh which is such a blurrrggghhhhh.. im ready for work , its just too early for me to go now . and its raining. too much things in mind and i feel like blablablablabla.
i'm feeling blue and so i wear blue today . sigh . can someone cheer me up . ive got 4 days left to school reopen . and its not a good news .

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> MY mind says i dont need eu , MY heart says i need eu.
which should i listen to? Last monday i had off, that i spent the whole day brainstoming more abt the project. Nad and yan help me out. but one by one just cnt resist the smelling of foods. its was so damn funny moments here and there. then the Nadiah, azyan's old bestfriend came. overall was fun but i was tired ya'know probably due to overwork yest cause it was so damn lot of things to do. and the next day im working again. haiya. Today Wed, suppose to meet nad and yan in tha morning , but then my head strikes the zinggle lighting, yess the pain that i slept till noon. i meet up He and off to vivo , cause they wanted to watch movie there. WE watched tranformers. ohh the pink and green thang kecoh kan like nadiah and yan . and eventuaLLy someone cried when optumus prime's dead. oooooooooo, thats sound so intresting . hehhe.
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