I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love's finally found me

♥ 3:44 PM

pls pls pls people why do you have to think another way and spout out everything you think it is. why dont you pple like to clarify things before saying. I pretty hate when pple burge in my life and say smtg which is not true. All of you pple leave me one side. When problem stick out and it leaks, you guys know it then you pple just spout what ever you think. Its not fair . Its my life. Seriously this isnt the life i wanted. Those what i call frens? who dont understand how life works? Dont you guys feel guilty? Do you... you want your own friends to do the same way?

Hey listen up, i may not have a bestfriends.. why ? cause i dont trust you you you. Seriously this makes me piss off. I dont care anymore abt this. Spending on this really waste my time. I dont wish to hear anything from you people anymore anymore. This is just a note for you .

♥ 9:38 PM

stroke my hair to the back and pad softly like a kitten.
Happy 2.5years anni bb.

♥ 12:48 AM

Mixed feeling! i dunnoe if im happy or sad. No matter how positive they are,something will always comes to pull eu down. and thats how i feel .

The happy part today eventually today i had presention for final yr project. Im so glad that actually we see each of us growing. Our comments from lecturer really inspire us to move up more. Basically the best part was " is really good for broadcasting " a comment from few lecturers. Now is over but we intend to edit much more before we proceed to converse since we had made an agreement earlier. After all the hassle we went through with so much things in our ways we still able to make it with sincerity. Everything we did by our hearts. Thats what i like about my crew. What more i heard they wanna shoot again ? that's great!!! Least i dont make a waste to leave my skills.

Exams coming on the 1st. Then i apply another part time job. wow had 3 jobs now. such a workaholic. I know im young but oh dear, i dunnoe how to have fun . i need someone to loose me up abit, i dont want my teen years go unmemorable. :(
I'm kinda feel pretty sad when actually i cant even share my happy moments with anyone other than my family. Where's all my friends ?
But least one person did ask how am i today. that makes me smile. ...

♥ 11:27 PM

Having foods,movie and love yest:):):)

Firstly im so enthusiastic in far early morning..since i knew im gg to graduate.We all wore skirts and coats. i felt so much older but so professional at the same time .hehe. Far more my classmtes are so the best eventhough everyone is 25 and above .They actually seems more into my age of characteristic so i dont feel much akward .My class consist some from china,indonesia and china and most singaporeans. Felt so hyper and hoping to see each other soon one day. WE had group hugs before leaving to left so much love to everyone to remember .i was touched. awww. ive never had a class this way... :)

Next after class, babyboo fetch me. Had foods,movie and love again . hahaha. im so contented to have so much love around me. We watched paranormal activity with the whole family at his place. the 2 babies tag along too . Danish kept telling stories abt tom and jerry through out the almost the whole movie but his younger brother,Khalish also kept talking with his baby talks . WE had so much fun . i wish to have more days like that. :)

Got home, Mom is the first one got excited and ask me so much questions abt my class. hehe.
Thanks Allah for eveything :):):)

♥ 8:17 PM